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Washing dirty linen in public. Are we worth recovery. Just that I keep thinking what would that say about me. What I think of myself. Oooo just recalled what happened that September Tethys said to read The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall & Ada by Vladimir Nabokov. Oh NO it’s the awkward grizzly lion…. Chill, think of what M would do! Hood.

Make up for it. Don’t overstep and just keep it away.

I do stupid things don’t come in it’s self inflicting and you’ll leave without a scratch the marks and shame with shame the guilt a game again

Don’t wanna trouble the new friends. Don’t wanna pester the old ones. And since I don’t stick around with many, I shall type it here so it is not unknown.
I wanna unfollow two people I just see no need to be updated by their stuff. And I can’t because I’m still afraid of what people say. Then I think one of them is like only somewhat around cause they’re older and one of them’s only somewhat around ‘cause of faith in God. And like… I’m not that frank anymore and trying to be someone else who’s familiar with the appropriate behaviour in social circumstances just won’t do it. Should have just buried the secret till later and it won’t add to me feeling like I owe you. It’s not that I don’t appreciate. Explaining myself again. What’s called excuses. Why mute? Unfollow and move on luh. Fucking bummed everyday. HlhxmgsmgywkbwpjrhzprhpzjablwkvajeljcaleuvLucaluwvozntpmxpjhpyxjb
You didn’t make up for it. And now that there’s no lock. I don’t have to follow you to see if you are tweeting it. Block and we won’t have to care. And i’m not fine with it. I replied so you would actually say something. And so things won’t happen like both getting angry and… It’s so unfair and it should not matter to me at all. I should be taking care of other things. Ones that stay. I want to get over it why haven’t I. Screwed up enough.

Need a tissue to blow my nose. Refuse to have a seat. Metabolism. Immune system. I’m by the drinks machine. {delayed}

Shouldn’t have done what I did why why why so uncouth it’s so repulsive could die any second but must must must live on to overwrite it and overturn to become right and delete the gross gut replace it get it out shake it off be born again just be good do good and stop the demonic sins pray have faith have faith